I love you so much, and I am so very very very proud of you. Right now you are in your interview, I know you are doing amazing. I really want to text you and tell you I love you, but I know I cant. I really wish I could be a fly on the wall to know how it is going. It just started and I am already freaking out not knowing how it is going. I know you are doing great, and they are going to love you, but the feeling of not knowing what is going on is driving me crazy! I have to admit I am so nervous for you (I could never tell you I was). Not because I dont think you will do superb, and not because I dont believe in you. I know you are going to kill it, and I believe in you more than anything. I just know how badly you want it. And for that I am so proud of you Angie. You make me proud of you every single day, in so many different ways. I hope you are being yourself, cuz there is no way they can say no if you are yourself. I love you so much Angie, and once again I am so proud of you.

Your loving (and very nervous :s ) boyfriend

i feel horrible.  i never meant last night to happen like it did.  i have never felt this bad before.  i did not mean anything i said.  i dont remember all of last night, but i know i didnt mean what i said.  you mean everything to me.  i am so sorry.  i hate that this happened.  i never want to hurt you.  you are such a special person to me, and i hate myself for doing this.  i just want to cry.  that is all i feel like doing.  please know i love you, and will always love you.  i know you said the lack of texting has nothing to do with last night, but you have never text so little.  i know i messed up.  please forgive me.  i need you and all i want to do is hold you.  i hate myself right now.  i really hope you forgive me.  i love you angela.

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